tonight, im just feeling different, my emotions are all over the place.
im feeling so lost tonight, not knowing what to think about things, im so awake and seem to be over thinking things far to much, im wishing for things i shouldnt, and im in this state of mind when i just feel like crying because i guess im just feeling emotional tonight.
im guessing this is our bodys way of dealing with things. i cover up far to much from the wide world and sometimes we just need a bit of a release and tonight my body is just releasing a wide range of emotions.
I’m not looking for serious. Because serious things get messy. I understand that good things never last, so I want to embrace this good thing whilst I have it. I don’t want love. As I don’t need love right now. I just want you, to have a good time with me. Just for a while. Whilst the sun is out. Whilst things are easy. Whilst the world is happy. I understand I try too hard. I get it. But I’m trying so hard because I know if I don’t have this happiness now, it will be too late and that chance of happiness will be gone. I have a slot in my life which I want you to fill. Just for a moment. Just for a while. Because I’m not ready for serious. Let’s not get serious. Let’s just have some fun.